CONTEMPORARY PATTERNS IN A HISTORICAL CONTEXT
All about the botanical garden California pipevine swallowtails swish heavily
through air. Their blue is the blue of early morning, their weight
physical yet only felt in distances, as in
won't they just stay still long enough
that you might get a closer look at the sharp spread detail of wing
through the viewfinder of your high-power camera
though you must know no image can evoke
the sensation their movement awakens: turn
instead to California wild lilac, the Banksia so strange in its tubular lurch
toward sun, the delicate brush-strokes
of Douglas Iris peeking from the shade of colossal Calla lilies,
so mammoth they dwarf even your human form,
the cartoon hearts of the marbled western wild ginger & you,
geographically & historically located, clutching at your outline while
all about the botanical garden butterflies sift through shadow
& drafts of sun, their willowy wending, their cosmic
sylphlike grace— to imagine god
is to lose oneself in the movement of something other,
something more transigent than you, and I do,
but only long enough to dislocate
my rigid, landlocked heart & hammer
at boarded doors: give me more, give me more—